Wednesday, April 2, 2008

I Give Up

I'm no longer going to be angry that a complete idiot does something stupid. Since she's a complete idiot, of course she's going to stupid stuff. It's taken as read. So, what's the point in getting mad?

I had to leave Swedish class early yesterday, which I hate doing, but I felt so sick. I was lying prone and suddenly got very nauseous and dizzy. The dizziness sort of passed, but I really didn't feel up to working on Stephon. I felt bad, but he wasn't upset. Gil, my instructor, told me to go home and feel better. I had a devil of a time getting to sleep, but I felt much better in the morning. The feeling of disconnection is starting to come back, though. I feel... a little disoriented, I guess. Like the world around me isn't quite real and I don't know what I'm doing here. Hopefully it will pass quickly so I won't feel this way when I go home next week. Whatever. Peace.

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